12. Thirty-fourth monthsary.

I'm blogging at workplace now and I'm so happy that I'm only left with 4 days more! Hehe no more morning shift no more waking up at 7am and no more working till 9pm! Yay!!!

Anyhow, below are the pictures took on last Sunday! It was my niece's baby shower. Her name is Kyrie and her elder sister is Kylie.

I first brought boyfriend home was on Kylie's baby shower. It was our fifth monthsary and last Sunday was our thirty-fourth monthsary! Gosh so memorable!

I was wearing my new heels and it was hurting me so badly but I'm still so in love with it! It was the last brand new pair!!! So happy so happy! HAHA ^^

Bf and I going to have mask session today so I'll blog about it tomorrow!

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11. You're my Valentine.

Third Valentine's day spent with my boyfriend which I really think it's a blessing! He baked cookies for me on the first year, brought me to USS on the second year and he brought me to a Japanese and Western Vegetarian restaurant this year!

I'm on vegetarian course for a 100days and my bf being sucha sweetie pie, actually went to research on yummy vegetarian meal that is akin to my liking! But i got carried away while watching Journey 2: The mysterious island that I don't even know how much nachos I've stuffed myself with!

Gosh I feel that I've let him down coz I only had a small portion of creamy spaghetti despite that he did so much research! My poor boy had no choice but to eat vegetarian burger and also my share of fish!

Simple but perfect day spent with my boy!
Love you always!

Side track:
CAN MY HAIR GROW FASTER?!

10. Sweetie boy.

I just submitted deferment form for school and also quit my job a few days ago! I'm planning to rest for a few months before finding a new job or probably go back to school?

Reasons being I'm too tired. It has been months since she left me and I've returned back to work straight after I'm done settling all the paper work. It's quite tiring you know? Everything crush upon me within a night. From a little girl that know nuts about everything of house affairs till now, a lady who handles everything by herself. I've to get at least 8 years older over a night.

I'm tired of keeping everything to myself and sick of everyone who said that they will always be there for me. Are you dead serious? Face the reality, no one can be there for you always.

"I'm fine" or "don't worry I'm coping well" are all fucking lies I've been saying to make myself look stronger.
But even a strongest wall might collapse you know?

Actually..Im fucking not fine and I'm not coping well coz it's so stressful and life seriously fuck me up too badly this time round.

I miss my life at prcs, at underground, at 230, at 85 and anywhere that I could find peace and joy.

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