09. Tenth Year.

朋友，我很想你。你好吗？很久没聊心事，很久没一起睡觉，很久没有一起逛街，很久没见面了，可是你要知道我们是一辈子的最好最好最好的朋友。希望你在忙碌的生活里没有忘记我这个朋友。读书要用功可是不能给自己太大的压力， 要放轻松，你给自己太大的压力了，所以不是你做得不够好。知道吗？朋友可以交很多很多可是眼睛要睁大，不要给人利用了。知道吗？你要知道，你看的不代表就是真的。你听的也不代表一定是对的。你要记得人心险恶。炸的食物不要吃那么多，要多喝水，白开水ok不是冷水。要坚强，是你就是你的。不要太固执，最后伤害最深的只有你自己。

永远爱绍慧的惠鸾。

08. Break the Cycle

 

I met her last night. I felt her touch and her warmth. Even till now, she still constantly remind me to wash my own laundry, she still constantly remind me to stay away from them and she still constantly warn me about him.

I saw what you have seen, in fact months or years back we have all seen, have all been hurt and yet I still chose this path to walk.
Coz I believe we will end when our fate ends. Yes I know you don't want me to end up like you and you want me to break the cycle.

I need some time to take back everything I've put in. I will work hard from now on and I will go there as frequently as I can.

I hope everything I am doing is good for you. I miss you so dearly. I hope I will be able to see you without their help after everything I am going to do.

Goodbye, and have a safe journey my dearest.